So it's halfway through February and as usual for this time of year, I've been in a deep brain fog.
What's not usual however is the lack of any drive that came along with it this year.
My fiftieth birthday is fast approaching and the hormonal changes are having a dramatic effect on my desire to tackle anything. Winter is usually depressing for me (as it is for many others) but I can normally pull myself together to create something or at least keep involved with the world.
Not this winter. I have allowed the fog to fill me completely and I'm just going with it for now.
At some point, I assume I will see some light. Right now, just thinking about planning a meal or a trip to the grocery store, is mentally exhausting.
I may just hibernate until spring or until I run out of cat litter and have to go out, whichever comes first. I know I'm in Florida and we don't really have winter but still my mind knows what season it is.
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